Tulah tu...

sabtu, jam 7.44. Dengar lagu 'dont forget about us' & 'sleeps with butterflies' berkali2. Bosan. Yeap. Bosan & banyak kerja. Tadi sempat bercakap telefon with my ex. It was fun. At least semua cerita & masalah boleh diceritakan tanpa ragu. Puas. Lepas bebas.

3 hari yang lepas, sesi luahan dengan Anim. Tentang masalah yang berulang. Nampak emo & ntah hapa2..tapi at the age of 27.. benda ni 1 benda yang jiwa2 dah. Masalah ini bukan masalah remeh yang enteng. Penyelesaian perlu dicari agar masa yang terus berjalan ini tak terbuang.

Sekarang masih bosan dengan status menunggu. bosan sangat. Dont expect too much. What the hell was that? Bosan sungguh. Emo sungguh. Kan?

dont expect too much....

Sleeps With Butterflies

airplanes
take you away again
are you flying above where we live
then i look up, a glare in my eyes
are you having regrets about last night
i'm not, but i like rivers that
rush in
so then i dove in
is there trouble ahead for you, the acrobat
i won't push you, unless you have a net

you say the word you know i will find you
or if you need some time i don't mind
i don't hold on to the tail of your kite
i'm not like the girls that you've known
but i believe i'm worth coming home to
kiss away night
this girl only sleeps with butterflies
with butterflies
so go on and fly then, boy

balloons look good from on the ground
i fear with pins and needles around
we may fall then stumble upon a carousel
it could take us anywhere

.....dont expect too much.. lame!lame!
what do u expect i'm expecting for...
shoootttt!

apple of my heart

hehe.. this is my faiq...
cute huh... pemalu yet talkative sometime..
fluent in english sampai sometime his mum tak tau
dari mana dia dapat ayat2 tuh...
heheheh 'very ouchy' - reminds me of someones' son...

carrie said

i quoted this from carrie bradshaw"-

Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.

2006 dah menjengah

2006 sudah datang beberapa hari, beberapa hari yang baru ini jugalah datang beberapa perkara yang baru (lama yang baru) & masih lagi perkara remeh2 yang berlaku tahun 2005 terbawa² ke tahun ini. (Mak letih ok).. sebenarnya salah 1 azam aku tahun baru ini (tiba2 aku rasa azam itu penting di permulaan tahun yang baru), ialah untuk melupakan benda2 remeh yang menganggu hidup aku lately. Aku cuba & masih mencuba. Lucky for me, ada kawan2 yang sentiasa sanggup mendengar & melayan cerita2 remeh aku yang kadang kala aku terbawa2 menjadi berat.

Tahung baru, datanglah bersama bau yang baru, suasana yang baru & permasalahan yang lebih pandai untuk aku hadapi. Tahun baru, datanglah bersama SESUATU yang SANGAT BARU untuk aku tempuhi....

Bercakap tentang tahun baru, masih tidak lengkap kalau tidak menyentuh perihal relationship. Ialah umur dah meningkat lagi setahun, takkan masih nak berada di takuk main2 & skandal2. Tapi aku tak paham bila semua orang sibuk tanya pasal kawin & buat aku tertanya2..adakah kahwin itu satu kemestian yang buat orang buatkan soalan itu menjadi soalan wajib. CRAP! Kalau tak kawin2 lagi..berdosa ker? Hahahaha.Emo lak...penat OK layan soalan yang sama sejak beberapa tahun ini. Aku paham, umur aku dah nak masuk 27...tapi relakslah dude...

And to u... When it comes to relationships, most women or girl wanted to know everything that a man is thinking. Your secrets are considered little enemies to me, capable of tearing the relationship apart. But nothing could be farther from the truth. In fact, it's absolutely necessary for each partner to have his or her own personal world -- thoughts, feelings and boundaries that belong to him or her and no one else. i already gave u that. So...? I already know ur secret & ur secret is safe with me...Whats more? What is this all silence about? Pening2....

true ..true friends